Kiwi are meant to be sour

worthless words

2007-08-04T22:53:00.001-07:00

Everyday
With every worthless word
we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

2007-07-10T09:29:00.000-07:00

《不能说的秘密》

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见

最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐
回忆的画面在荡着秋千梦开始不甜

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
又何必去改变你走过的世界
你用你的指尖阻止我说再见
想像你在身边才完全失去之前

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片

要我怎么捡

不是我的错

2007-07-05T21:09:00.000-07:00

不是我的错我们都听过
完美的时候要更多
找这时候说的太多
有时候的我
只想和你一样沉默
不想单单罗罗嗦嗦
水也灭不掉的火

也许大男人真的很男人
少了点风度还是不承认
有时候错的并不知道错的
不想借口只是直接一天说
有时候女孩没那么小孩
心里的无奈也需要点关怀
遗憾的遗留变成勉强了
怎么能重新再来

Imagine me without you

2007-06-03T05:12:00.000-07:00

As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Til the end of time, forever
You're the only love I'll need
In my life, you're all that matters
In my eyes, the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You're the one that's there for me

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you
I need you

Chorus:Imagine me without you
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day
I'd be afraid without you there to see me through
Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it's just impossible
Because of you
It's all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can't imagine me without you

When you caught me I was falling
Your love lifted me back on my feet
It was like you heard my calling
And you rushed to set me free
When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you
I need you

Imagine me without you
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day
I'd be afraid without you there to see me through
Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it's just impossible
Because of you
It's all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can't imagine me without you

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you
I need you

Imagine me without you
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day
I'd be afraid without you there to see me through
Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it's just impossible
Because of you
It's all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can't imagine me without you

I can't imagine me without you

tips for cheating

2007-05-20T07:01:00.000-07:00

Have you ever cheat in your exam ? How do you do it ? Ever get caught ? Well, the conventional way of cheating is over! Let’s look at the latest way !

1. Type out your notes in the computer:2. Make sure to resize the font size 6:
3. Print out the notes with your own printer:

4. Make copy of the note using “toner based” photo copier 5. Stick a layer of transparent adhesive tapes on the copied notes:
6. Cut them into strips according to the size of the adhessive tape:
7. Soak the strips in cold water:
8. After a few minutes, peel off the adhesive tape from the paper carefully:
9. You will be able to see that your notes have been transfered to the tapes:

10. Dry the adhesive tape so that it will become sticky again.

11. If you are so lucky to have a clueless teacher, you may just bring the adhessive notes into the exam hall and stick it directly at the answer sheet

12. Altervatively, you may have to stick it on your pen before you go into the exam hall: 13. Or you may also stick it on your drink:

2007-05-19T21:33:00.000-07:00

Something interesting I come across while I was checking my email weeks ago.

RP is giving good welfare to the students.

So good that they are given giving away SPECIAL NEEDS SERVICES!!

And they are so thoughtful that they even give us two different contacts, 1 male and 1 female. Muahahahaha

Remember this day, my birthday :)

2007-04-22T05:41:00.000-07:00

On 21st April, my beauty sleep has been disturb over and over again for a good cause and for the first time I smile while reading those short message that disturbed my flow of sweet dreams. Usually I will just swear and curse :P

On 21st April, I was late again as usual meeting my friends. Haha

On 21st April, Kenny Rogers Roasters tasted fantastic.

On 21st April, I realise I suck at pool but still won on tyco-ness. :P

On 21st April, I am tempted by curry noodle, will go back to satisfy this craving :P

On 21st April, I had a cake full of cars and for once, it is not overly chocolate flavored :D

On 21st April, the usual “zhi char” taste better although I felt constant pressure from someone over-friendly. HAHAHA

On 21st April, I got a new pair of slipper. Finally I got a decent slipper to wear to school.

On 21st April, I feel the power of Mazda RX8. Total shiokness !!

On 21st April, I have to act as a ghost for a friend’s schoolwork.

On 21st April, I am still addicted to PSP!!!

On 21st April, I still want a PSP!!!

And on 22nd April, I still got msg that disturb my beauty sleep and this time I start to curse and swear :P hehez

On 22nd April, I still want a PSP!!!

On 22nd April, I realise I should stop slacking and finish what I have leave undone :)

Thanks for the memories

2007-04-17T07:28:00.000-07:00

I'm gonna make it bend and break (it sent you to me without wings)Say a prayer, but let the good times rollIn case God doesn't show (let the good times roll, let the good times roll)And I want these words to make things rightBut it's the wrongs that makes the words come to lifeWho does he think he is?If that's the worst you've got, better put your fingers back to the keys
refrain:One night and one more timeThanks for the memoriesEven though they weren't so greatHe tastes like you only sweeter
One night yeah and one more timeThanks for the memoriesThanks for the memoriesSee He, tastes like you only sweeterOhhh
Been looking forward to the futureBut my eyesight is going badAnd this crystal ballIs always cloudy except for (except for)When you look into the past (look into the past)One night stand. (One night stand, Oh!)
refrain
One night yeah one more time
Thanks for the memoriesThanks for the memoriesSee he tastes like you only sweeterohhh
(They say) I only think in the form of crunching numbersIn hotel rooms, collecting page-six loversGet me out of my mindGet you out of those clothesI'm a liner awayFrom getting you into the mood (wa-ooohhh)
refrain
One night yeah one more timeThanks for the memoriesThanks for the memoriesSee, He tastes like you only sweeter
One night and one more time (one more night, one more time)Thanks for the memoriesEven though they weren't so great (even though they weren't so great)He tastes like you only sweeter
One night yeah one more time (one more night, one more time)Thanks for the memories (for the memories)Thanks for the memories (for the memories)See he tastes like you only sweeter

the thing i hate most!!

2007-04-12T09:08:00.000-07:00

I was so freaking motivated to do a good job until I open up the resources.

This is the so call smith chart and how the hell am I going to make sense out of this crap when I don’t even understand simple mathematic equation like Y = MX+ C

I really wonder how long I can stay in this engineering course when mathematic is obviously my most hated subject since young. I really wonder what I will be doing upon graduation…

Just a random entry to divert some of my attention away from numbers before I start going crazy again :P

ONE IRRATING INCIDENT

2007-04-05T09:30:00.000-07:00

The last thing you want to do is to piss me off when I am really sleepy and tired. And peoples that know me well enough will know that I am always in need of sleep and disturbing my sleep is a big taboo. I have bad anger management and it is even worst in the early morning when I am still half awake. But I can’t really remember when was the last time I shouted at somebody until recently this stupid auntie and her son really get on my nerve.

After collecting my hard disk from han xiang at Redhill, I happily boarded the mrt to make my way down to CCK. I was so freaking happy to see an empty seat during the peak hour but I guess that was the wrong decision. That stupid kid beside me was crying like somebody had just kill both his parents and having his sister raped in front of him, damm fucking irritating la !!! And judging from the faces of the people around, that SI GINA must have been crying even before I boarded the train. Even with me blasting my mp3 player, it still wasn’t enough to cover the noise pollution.

Nevertheless I try my very best to ignore that kid and try to get some rest. But that si gina just want to test my limit and start jumping on the train and make more noise. I wake up to look at the mother but she simply ignores the child and let the drama continue, it just happens that the kid step on my foot and I gave him a stare. Whoo and now the mom want to start another drama together with her kids. She talk to me in a very du lan manner saying why I stare at her child, like that will scare the little kid.

I don’t know what got into me at the moment and I immediately retaliate in a bad ass manner,

IF YOU CAN’T CONTROL YOUR KID, DON’T BRING HIM OUT!! LEAVE HIM THERE KPKB, YOU THINK VERY NICE AR?!?!

I guess she didn’t expect that to happen and she went speechless for a while, I am glad a few seconds after that, the train reaches my stop and I alight the train with a foul mood and stares from everybody on the train.

It was damm freaking embarrassing la, I don’t know why for that moment I acted like a hooligan and I am glad I did not say anything further and kept the finger treatment to myself. But I guess I must have freaked the kid out as well, I don’t remember hearing anymore racket from that kid.

Guess I might have done some good by shutting a public nuisance up and let people who are depriving of rest like me to enjoy a peaceful ride home. At the same time, showing a negative image of mine in the public and spoiling my mood for the day.

2007-04-05T08:53:00.000-07:00

WAHAHAHAHA SAW SOMETHING DAMM INTERESTING !!!

Star 1 kayaking :D

2007-03-21T07:09:00.000-07:00

Star 1 kayaking course.-------------------------------------------$50

3 year membership. ----------------------------------------------$25

Moisturing cream for sun burn.-------------------------------- $15

Being an experience capsize victim
with extreme sun burn and receiving star 1 cert.------------ Priceless

For everything else, there is always a lame kiwi. MUHAHAHAHA

one fine day = nothing beta to do

2007-03-21T06:09:00.000-07:00

I woke up one fine day and my hand was damm itchy. So I decided to strip…

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My air conditional system for a wash :P

From this to.........

this..

With the help from my dad, I managed to understand what is the various parts of air conditional system and how to tear it apart :P

Once everything is pretty much strip, it is just some simple washing and scrubbing.

Haha and I am happy to say that everything turn out pretty well and nothing is damaged :P
Now I can enjoy sun burned self in my air-conditioned room happily watching movie and spend my time rotting away.. MUAHAHAHA

my craving for more :P

2007-03-13T05:07:00.000-07:00

I woke up one fine day and feel like blasting some music but I am just not satisfied with what my laptop can provide me. Using laptop as my media player also give me lots of problem, for instant my laptop is freaky laggy as usual and 15.4 inch widescreen just isn’t enough to satisfied me at all.

Not being a rich man son, I shall not dream about buy good quality sound system like Bang & Olufsen or Bose, not forgetting those high definitions TV. So I shall keep my target low and settle with……………………………………..

Samsung HT-XQ100

Haha, of course that is the second things on my mind. The first of course will be mine driving license which i really can't wait to put my hand on.

Not forgetting the price of the sound system will required a looooooooooong looooooooong time to save :(

RJ :P

2007-03-12T02:15:00.000-07:00

One moment I was dreaming about myself driving and the next moment I was awaken by my friend due to some reason and ended up I have to drive, for a short distance that is.

In the dreamland, driving seem so easy but in reality, I was actually rather stressed out to be in the driver seat without a license. And even though I have been attending driving lesson and is about to complete it, for that particular night I just cant seem to be driving normally. Well, this is just dream Vs reality or perhaps dream Vs bad driving :P

I admit that it is my own weakness that I like to dream, not just any kind of dream but unrealistic dream. I enjoy indulging myself with unrealistic thoughts and neglect important stuffs.

And perhaps I have been dreaming for too long that it has become a habit for me. Every time I tried to be serious about anything, that drive will only last for 15min and I will soon enter into my dream state that few people can intrude. That explain my performance in class, although I wanted very much to do work, I am just no motivated and discipline enough to put in full focus and soon my attention will drift to other useless stuff.

I remember very clearly back in Year1, I was still rather full of myself and self centered. Although this very much pissed people off around me, I am still pretty confident about myself and I never had any problem with my work and I don’t really care about my surrounding. But as soon as I enter Year2, I start to get a little over confident and start to play a fool. And as expected my grades were seriously affected and I am current at the league bottom.

Despite attempt to improve my grade, semester 2 wasn’t really friendly to me and although there have been improvement, it just wasn’t good enough. To make things worst, there is rather lot of distraction for me at that point of time and it is rather hard to concentrate. Not forgetting my own very attitude at point of time in which I wanted very much to win and start comparing myself with people around me. I will often shun away from people that I find that doesn’t contribute to my success and stick with people of higher level. Now when I think about it, I kind of look down on that kind of me just weeks ago.

Now that the semester has ended and many things have already been settled. The rightful things I can do now is to enjoy this holiday and work even harder for year3. Not forgetting that I must always stick to my principle that makes me kiwi and not being just somebody who works with motive just to achieve something for the day. It all narrow down to something so easily said but yet hard to applied. And that word will be “attitude”. Perhaps attitude is a small thing that makes a big difference.

I cant think of a suitable title for this entry, perhaps it is just a reflection on myself by myself :)

Enjoyable BBQ :D

2007-03-11T09:59:00.000-07:00

CYRIVA CLUB

I realize Ai Zhen has muscular arm :P

Year 1

Year 2
President –ed, president, president -ing
The "flowers" of CYRIVA CLUB
The "torns" of CYRIVA CLUB
I suspect that Sky is high on female hormones on that day :P The lesbian of CYRIVA CLUB

Sky and I attempt to imitate but somehow it reminds me of SCOOBY DOO!!! WHERE ARE YOU!?!?
Tall Ghim Mo and short Ghim Mo
Average Ghim Mo and Still short Ghim MO :P

The 3 Ghim mo
She enjoy smelling my arm pit :P

Virgin skating experience :P
The reason i am sitting down is because I am sick of standing up after each fall!!
Sorrowful rice :(
Why both of us give the same facial expression, cause we have the same amount of rice to eat!!!
:D

STUPID RAIN ! !

2007-03-06T01:43:00.000-08:00

This is a super late entry!!!
It is amazing that it took another holiday for me to update on what happen in the pervious holiday. Haha I am lazy :P

so i am just gonna post some random pictures.

Don't expect too much cause due to short term memory, all i can remember is the endless supply of rice and vegetable for every meals. ( However, the food does taste better than my mom's cooking dispite being vegetable :P )

And i am so deprieve of meat that i ate worms :P

Not forgetting the endless supply of sand and stones that we need to carry uphill…

From nothing:

To Something:

Not forgetting the time we spend laying in the middle of the road at night looking for shooting stars :)

As if my lao bei own the road like that siaz :P

Not forgetting the RNR session:

There are hell lot more of picture but i am too lazy to look for it.

But that experience was fantastic and definitely better than the kind of holiday i am having now. Spending most of my time at home watching anime. Gimme something exciting to do ba! ! ! haha

FLY AWAY

2006-12-05T07:13:00.000-08:00

As usual, I took me months before I update this dusty blog or perhaps there isn’t much for me to update at all. It is all those fucked up shit that is happening to me recently and no point writing it down.

Haha but anyway, I will be going to Thailand in the next few hours. Adding to the pathetic note, this is only the 2nd time I took a plane and frankly speaking I am kind of excited bout it. Haha if it is not the UT grade, I will be enjoying this excitement to the fullest.

So if there is anyone who still come to this dusty blog, stay tune for the next update which will most likely to happen after 2 weeks ( must wait for me to return ma :P)

cause i have bad day

2006-10-11T05:57:00.000-07:00

I was intending to update with lots of picture but something happen along the way and I lost my access to my laptop together with the entire pictures folder L

But anyway this is the first entry after so long and I apologies for a lousy entry, must find a place to fa xia all the buay song-ness inside me.

I was never convince that RP is a good place to be at and I am sure 99% of the people out there feel the same, the 1% who think RP is a great place might be the people in the higher position who live on our school fee. And this recent incident had furthermore proven my stand but that wasn’t the worst, perhaps the greatest disappointment was to believe in a wrong person for such a long long time.

Recently I had some problem with my laptop and I am decided to reformat the whole crappy stuff. So the best place to reformat my laptop will be to approach the pro in school, the IT helpdesk. I suppose everyone in RP will understand why I say that the IT helpdesk people are PRO in reformatting, cause that’s the only 1 thing they will do when ur laptop have problem.

But sad to say, they fail to impressed me once again even in their forte, the first attempt of reformatting was a failure and they fail to configure my laptop to even a working condition, although I was able to reach the desktop, nothing function inside!! So once again, I headed down to the helpdesk to seek further help. And this time round, instead of fixing my laptop, they lost my precious laptop adaptor!!! And how the hell am I going to use my laptop without an adaptor!!!

But like I had mention above, this wasn’t the worst of all. There could be a possibility of me retrieving my adaptor since one of my friend who I consider my buddy before this incident happen had actually heard some rumour about the THEIF who stole adaptor at the helpdesk. All I wanted was just to find out that ASSHOLE class in to go in and check it out myself personally. But instead of helping out a friend who he know more then 7 years, he actually tell me that I am making things difficult for him and make him look bad in front of his friends.

I guess I was in the wrong. I was wrong to purchase that laptop, I was wrong to send it to those bunch of idiot to fix my laptop and above all, I was wrong to have trust the wrong person for so long. Seriously I got only myself to blame for all this craps, I can only blame myself for trusting a bunch of idiot and a guy who got no balls to actually stand out for a friend!!

ER XIN!!

2006-08-26T22:34:00.000-07:00

I was surfing through friendster as usual when I come across this interesting screenshot.

I wonder if they are related in any way as they share so much in common, in term of the pix and in person.

If mathematic was this easy!!!

2006-08-20T02:34:00.000-07:00

Someone forward me this email and I decided to share with you guys. Especially for those who dread mathematic as much as me. If mathematic was this easy!!

stupid sign

2006-08-12T23:58:00.000-07:00

I come across these 2 warning sign the other day at Marina bay while waiting for the firework. Don’t these signs give you the impression of some dangerous or thrilling rides that isn’t suitable for the weak hearted?? ?? And notice that they even spelled the word “wear” wrongly?? ( comfirm is written by some china people de :P)

Care to make a guess, what is this “thrilling” thing that isn’t suitable for the weak heart?? I will treat anyone who can give the right answer.
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In actual fact. It is jus a simple car racing game in the arcade that wasn’t even interesting. Or perhaps I keep losing the game which make me sick of that game :P and i was kidding about the treat i mention just now :P

kiwi return

2006-07-23T00:52:00.000-07:00

After watching the movie superman returns, I think it is time kiwi returns too :P

I haven’t been blogging for a nong nong time liao sia. All my friends also get tired of telling me to update. So after MIA for a sometime, I decided to blog again. (Since I got nothing to do at home anyway :P)

Haha after disappearing for so long, I don’t even know where to start sia, many things happen within these few months and I got tons of craps to say and its gonna takes days for me to list it all down and hours for you all to read. So let just forget about it and let me update about the latest thingy ba.

Hmmm been to Sentosa with my current class and it was fun totally (except for the sun!!) and i just realise there is a new rule in captains ball :P

we were suppose to reached by 1.

and we were suppose to go Sentosa, not brokeback mountain.

guessed what left fariz with his mouth open wide??

he saw BIG MAMA!!! :P

F4 of another verison

few of the rare species in class (there isnt much girls around la!!)

the battle of the sexes, which group is cuter??

wilson remind me of some anime charactor.

what did i told you??

half time break :P

doesnt these two look alike?? just that the bugs bunny is far cuter :P

we are the roses, nuru is the torn :P

FLY AWAY. and we all didnt shaved :P

hardgay style..WOHOOOO~

hardgay playing with pussy..LOL

E26C (SEXY!!) really arh??

SCHOOL SUCK

2006-04-16T08:11:00.000-07:00

School will officially start in few hours time. My feeling?? Great that it finally started otherwise I will be spending yet another few week rotting in bed for 14hours minimum. Yup, 14hours minimum, not only it ended my sleeping spree but also my crazy spending of money for this week. Each time I go out, I return home with two big holes in my pocket.

But the worst part is to get up tomorrow in the early morning and spend the rest of the day staring at some strangers in class. Hmmm. Should I listen to my mother and not talk to stranger?? HAHA

Bleahz how am I gonna go school tomorrow with that stupid hair cut too?? damm

A hairy affair

2006-04-13T06:51:00.000-07:00

OMG!! I cannot believe it, my fringe is now half of it original length. Which mean it only manage to cover half my forehead!!!

Feel like a secondary school boy with standard hair cut now :P

BLOG UPDATED!!!

2006-04-09T05:24:00.000-07:00

People have been telling me to update my blog. So i would disappoint you guys and the update my blog.
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BLOG UPDATED!!!

seriously there isnt much to update recently, only an incident of a flooded tent which isnt much interesting.

The weakest link

2006-04-01T05:15:00.000-08:00

I was actually hoping to blog with joy and happiness today but things don’t seem to go according to plan. When Sir Jeffery was asking the boys how they feel after the race, the two words just simply refresh in my mind, disappointed and ashamed.

The first time I took part in this AQ competition, I was the reason my team dropped out of the race or at least at that point of time, I was putting the blame on the stupid cramp that constantly disrupt my hunger for victory. At that point of time, I was only like sec 2 or 3 which is why I easily convinced myself that I am not ready for such competition. But few years later, I got the sudden urge to join the competition with the thought that I am better than who I was few years back.

I recongise the major factor that disrupted the race was CRAMP and I did all sort of preparation for it. Filling up my water bag with isotonic drinks and gets the best energy food within my budget. I convince myself that cramp won’t be a problem this time. And to further improve on my “fool proof” plan, I went online to search for ways of preventing cramps and treatment for it.

Now I am with one of the best team form by 39th coy and I was ready to conquer the competition. In the team of 4, my three teammates were all experience racer and all of them are fit to the max! Though I know I am the weakness link in the team, I promise myself that I will give my best in the competition. And with all the preventive measure taken, it shouldn’t be a problem to go through the race.

However, things don’t seem to go as smoothly as I thought, the first 2hours of the race was relatively easy and I was able to keep up with my team. But as we further approached to the biking part. I knew something was wrong and sure enough, the cramp kick in at one of the junction point.

As soon as the cramp subsided, I carried on with the race with more caution of my leg condition and the cycling part when smoothly but SLOW!! That particular part was an excellent chance to overtake many teams but because of ME, my team had to slow down. The cramp persisted throughout the race and every time I try to pick up the pace, the muscle tighten and send me the warning “don’t try to be funny”.

At the repelling area where both Han Xiang and David when ahead to carry out the activity. I was sitting by the side, RESTING!! How can I rest when my teammates are doing all the stuff for me? I tried to figure out various ways to get rid of the cramp but it still failed until one of the marshals came and help me out. The carried out the “FAST AND FURIOUS” way of treatment and it did help also immediately (although the process was really “enjoyable”)

It was only then I ask a question that enlightens me. I ask him, how to get rid of the cramp permanently so I can carry on my race. His answer is easy yet it gave me many things to think throughout the day, he said, haha you can’t do anything now, your leg is not “season” enough. You comfirm never exercise regularly right?? Now that’s the “reward” you will get. Doesn’t that makes lots of sense?? It isn’t completely about my preparation of my equipment but also the preparation of MYSELF. I was so complete engross on the materialistic factors that I totally neglected the most important thing—the racer himself.

The last time I did some exercising was 2 weeks after my school holidays and till then, I had not been involve in any form of serious exercise. I should have realized it in the starting of the race where my stamina was completely heaven and earth apart compared to last time. So I concluded that the problem is not with the cramp but with the person having the cramp, ME.

It is also because of ME, I let down my whole team AGAIN, and it is also because of ME, 39th coy fail to achieve any gold honour this year. It is also because of ME, I created so much unhappiness in the company today.

When sir Jeffery was saying, don’t be disappointed, the important thing is not the destination but the journey. As long as you have given your best and learn from the mistake, it is already good enough. But to me, I had already given the best I have got but the best I have wasn’t good enough for the best team in 39th coy. I am utterly disappointed and ashamed of myself for becoming the joke of the day, and bring so much unhappiness and frustration in the team today. If my place was given to somebody else in the company, it would have been a happy ending.

Enough of the whining for now, it is time I learn a little from all the stupid mistake I had made and do something about it. Anybody keen to go for a run with me every Saturday??

If any of the team members in group 907 is reading this, I am sincerely sorry for what happen today.

unfulfilled dream

2006-03-31T10:22:00.000-08:00

I am suppose to be catching as much wink as I can but all the excitement AND DISTURBANCE kept me up the whole night.

What I am talking about?? I am talking about one of my deepest regret in my life, one uncompleted race.

This time round I am getting my second chance and I make sure I complete it. It is not just a race but an unfulfilled dream. AND I AM GOING TO MAKE THIS DREAM COME TRUE. HAHAHAHAHA

Being the weakness link in the group, I will try my very best not to be a burden or at least prevent the freaking cramp and fulfilled the team target of the top 20. Haha

Wish me luck, I will need every single one of it.

another failure in appeal

2006-03-29T05:06:00.000-08:00

The higher you go, the harder you fall. And I am glad I didn’t expect anything much from the last appeal I tried.

Guess I just got to focus on my current course and DAMM I YET TO BUY MY TOOLS NEEDED!!! HAHA

ARSENAL WILL WIN!!!

2006-03-28T10:32:00.000-08:00

I AM VERY EXCITED NOW!!!
IN THE MIDDEL OF THE NIGHT IN SINGAPORE, KIWI WILL CHEER ARSENAL ON!!!
AND HENRY WILL SCORE A HAT TRICK!!!!

you think no one cares about you?? What about u? Have you cared about anyone??”

2006-03-22T10:31:00.000-08:00

Hmmm, how will you feel if you were to carry 2 big red plastic bags full of tibits and walk around Jurong point? Haha if your answer is feeling like an idiot, then u got it right, too bad there isn’t any prizes for you :P

Haha I just sacrificed my time to rot in bed and when down to JP to carry the two disgusting looking plastic bag and spend the rest of my time slacking out. Haha not to forget the movie “dorm”.

Haha horror flick was never my favourite ( I got freak out by the movie “incredible” :p ) and will always be my last option to watch it. Haha today, I actually agree to spend my money and plan to get a little freak out. Haha but to my disappointment, it was nothing scary. Though at some part of the movie did make me jump a little and I mean A LITTLE. Haha but most importantly, it gave me something to think about.

There was a line in the movie where the ghost boy said “you think no one cares about you?? What about u? Have you cared about anyone??” it struck me just as much as the few scenes that gave me the shock. Doesn’t it make some sense??

At point of time in life, I suppose everyone will feel a little neglected and sometime ignored. And usually we will simply complain about it make some noise and later carry on with life. But why couldn’t we make things right? As what my PE teacher likes to say, you respect me, I respect you (sound familiar to the swiss people??) couldn’t we show a little care and concern to someone and return someone care and concern?? This way, no one will be left out and everyone can live happily ever after :P *chessy

Hmmm, didn’t expect that dorm is more than just a “horror” flick. And sometime noob does spoil your gaming mood :P

another lousy day.

2006-03-19T22:27:00.000-08:00

What I lousy day it had been, prepared everything for a run with deyu today, but as soon as I finish my “business” and ready to set off, the sky turned grey and it started to rain !!! What the hell, spoil my whole day plan and have to postpone it to tomorrow.

Haha but for the first time during the holiday, I feel I had actually spend my time doing something worthwhile, or at least not wasting it. Haha I feel so guai today and I actually tidy up my room. Haha so it is your honor to get a peek in my room for once :P

BEFORE:

Haha trust me, its an organized mess, I know exactly where is my stuff and can find it in any instant.

AFTER:

But now, it is so tidy that I don’t even know where I keep my stuff, had anyone see my handphone??
Now my life is in a mess.....

And as I was cleaning up my room, I found something…….

To you all, it might be something so common but to me, I seldom use such stuff, the reason i have it?? I used to put one packet of it in my school bag for someone to use but sad to say, she never finished it. Haha now expired liao, waste my money %^*(^&(*&*()$%^&*

Ya, I know this entry is lame but i got nothing to do la :P

PHD at 19....

2006-03-18T07:25:00.000-08:00

What the hell!! I am officially a PHD holder!!! How many people can achieve that at the age of 19??
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But sad to say, it wasn’t a good thing to achieve. My PHD stand for the freaking permanent hair damage!! I went for a hair cut together with the 2 hans, han xiang and han wei. Both of them went home with satisfaction on their face but me?? i went home disappointed thinking of the possible way I can improve on my current situation. So does anyone reading my blog got the secret grandma hair treatment receipt??

Actually I knew I had such a problem long time ago, which is the reason why I tend to keep my hair length long. Other factor that contributes is my high forehead in which I use my fringe to conceal it. And so far, this idea seems to work but I can never have a change of hairstyle due to all the limitation.

But I am very disappointed today, not with the hairdresser but with myself. The hairdresser took much effort to find hair to cut and making the best out of it. I will certainly go back there, they provide good service and make sure they deliver a good hair cut that satisfied the customer. When I see the hairdresser cutting for han xiang, how I wish those hair will come to me. Then han xiang wont complain about his thick hair and I wont have to worry about my thinning hair.

Now I start to picture myself a few more years down the road……………..

tada!!!

High forehead, small eye, and "PHD".

wow, i didn't know i am so close to someone so high up there!!! haha

Boring holi

2006-03-17T23:40:00.000-08:00

haha sorry for the lack of updating, holiday had been very boring thus nothing to update about. tomolo then i give you guys a review about my hair-cut :P haha

ignorant is your worst enemy

2006-03-10T02:43:00.000-08:00

I feel so much like a loser today. Haha to think that I used to laugh at people who fail their basic theory for driving. But today, I can’t even pass my evaluation, what the fuck!?! (Haha some of you might be laughing now)

Haha but at least I learn a lesson, a lesson that came a little too late. Haha but better late than never :P and that lesson is not to be over confident. Before I go for that pathetic evaluation, I went for a session of practice. Within 45min I almost completed the 4 booklets they provided. And that is suppose to be fast and to add to a little glory, I scored perfect for the first 2 booklet. I was so over confident that I didn’t pay much attention to the next four booklet and I actually did pretty badly for the 3rd booklet. Haha still I chose to ignore and didn’t bother to check the correct answer with the thought I am good enough. Haha

Then when it comes to the actual thing, I realize quite a number of shit come from the 3rd and the 4th booklet!! Haha ignoring the fact that I actually make so much error in the practice, I still go by the answer I believe to be right. ( or should I say, I don’t even know that I am wrong) haha I happily finish the whole thing in 15min flat and ignoring the 30min I have, haha I feel so much like me doing my quiz in school, despite the time I have, I was too lazy and proud to do a double check. Haha and when the result came out, a bright red FAILED in a 42 times new roman font. I was like what the fuck, I freaking fail by 1 question!!! And such test is only the first step to my licence and I freaking fail it!!

It is the same thing applied in life, for my whole damm 19 years; I never really double check my answer, either in exam or life. Which result me in lots of failure in which I regretted only after it took place, many a time, confident and ego took over and I thought I am the king of the world and I can’t be wrong, such ignorant had pretty much ruin my life. As someone mention to me once, ignorant is your worst enemy.

Damm it, now I that I know my stupid mistake, tomorrow I will be going to get a damm full marks for it!!! ARGH!!!!!!

It can only be fun! ! !

2006-03-05T00:51:00.000-08:00

Haha people have given me comment about the lack of pictures, so for the first time, I am gonna post lots of them. ( you may find some of the pix disturbing :P) haha

02/03/2006

This is half a PN0110. (with Danny who look more handsome than usual :P)

The same half a PN0110 and Danny still look as good for the first time and the last time :P

haha something is very wrong with Sofian today. (may be due to Danny's look for that day :P)

i told you something is very wrong wih Sofian that day liao.

I AM RIGHT!!! LOOK AT SOFIAN IN THIS PIC!!! HE IS CRAZY OVER DANNY!!! HAHA

Parvin is so crazy over malini, maybe because she was wearing skirt?? haha

The "basketballer"

The "gamer" (haha it is the same group of people)

Haha just a simple "gift" i leave behind in the RP campus :P

03/03/2006

Haha another day full of picture :D

Jason was so "shy" to take photo that his face turned red.

And we have "jesus" watching over us from behind :P

Haha, don't know why i feel so much like a young kid standing beside a monkey :P

This could be the last time i am taking 132, so we decided to take a pic of it. haha

Same thing appiled to them but.....

Ian doesn't seem to feel the same :P

The short one is alway in the middle :P

For the first time i am acting cute, with a bunch of cute people and.....

FOR THE LAST TIME!!!

The price of us acting cute is for a "princess" to act "cute" for us. haha

And raymond was so shock to see "princess" looking so cute :P

We wanted to took pic of Ian only, dunno why kelvin pop in :P

Not to forget to end the day and semester 2 with some SCANDAL !!!

04/03/2006

while sitting and waiting and having nothing to do, it is the perfect time to be a little "zhi lian", just a little....

Haha, after you finish with "zhi lian" then can start to gay a little, just a little....

But if you are not comfortable about gay, you can alway be straight or......

a little bit of everything, both gay or straight :P

if you are still boring, you can alway act stupid :P otherwise you will be so stress up and be like.............................................

THIS :P

haha, the babe of the "milk"

And han xiang can't resist their beauty and start PIMPING :P

then brandon's dad show han xiang what is meant by the real pimp :P

and i show them, I AM BETTER !!! MUAHAHAHHA

it's time for the guys :D

again, it is the guys....

and the girls wasn't too happy about it.

knowing the girls ain't too happy, we cook something to please them :P

and this went well... haha

Then i took a picture with christine and made a comment saying i look better than her in this picture and she........................................

punch me in the face :(

then she calls all her sisters to come and whack me too!!!

and they celebrate their victory when.......

Brandon's dad come out of nowhere and freak them out :P

and finally, the milk's family gathering although it is only half a packer of milk :P

2006-03-01T07:40:00.000-08:00

I suppose many of us have been punished by teacher to stand outside of the class ya?? And upon standing for a few minutes, we start to complain about our aching leg. As I was watching TV a few minutes ago, I saw this poor old man standing at orchard road selling tissue paper. And what had it got to do with the punishment we got?? That poor man is standing by the side selling tissue with only 1LEG!!! I don’t know why, but out of the sudden I feel so sad for him. I think he is roughly around 60 plus and have been out of job for many years due to the fact that he lost his leg which resulted him to sell tissue paper by the street to earn a little living just to SURVIVE. But what really pissed me off was during the interview, his wife pop out of nowhere and gets a few minutes of air time. And why did she pop out suddenly?? My conclusion is she wants to get on TV!!! She appeared to be well dressed and is perfectly fit and healthy with no handicap or illness. In fact she is rather well dressed with GOLD chain and watches. I mean what the fuck, your husband is there selling tissue and suffering and you stupid bitch is there complaining about how tough life is and not able to travel?? Hey come on, that fucking bitch is perfectly fit and healthy, why doesn’t she go find a work instead?? Shouldn’t a family help each other lighten their load?? Or maybe the least she can do is to stand by her husband to sell the tissue together and not leaving him there and pop out when there is a chance to be on TV. The world doesn’t want to see a face of an old bitch who seriously should just burn in hell.

But I am glad that there are still some kind Singaporeans (like me) around who is willing to help them, even just by spending that few cents in your pocket and get those tissues. Haha you can’t tell when bird shit is gonna drop on you so having tissue is a form of good investment :P

How to spoil your day in split seconds

2006-02-27T04:48:00.000-08:00

I intended to share my excitement with you guys but after checking out my school email account, all my enthusiasm and eagerness seem to die off immediately. Guess I will blog bout my happiness some other day. Meanwhile, show you guys what had turn me off in just a split second.

Well, there goes my dream to enter biotechnology. Although I hate admitting this, but I cant blame anyone for such thing. As stated in the letter, my grade just isn’t good enough for the course I wanted. Maybe not the course I wanted but at least the course I hope to get in to please my dad. I have been enough of a disappointed at home and guess it doesn’t get better,

Guess this semester of hardwork for my science module ends up in the drain, so is my O level exam. That big shot don’t even bother to give me a chance to appeal!!! Guess this is why he is such a big shot and doesn’t bother about small kiwi fruit like me.

Too moody to go on; just want to find an outlet for all this frustration inside. And also I have to thank Tangent for helping me; at least he gave me some hope and motivation to attend school.

A sensitive topic

2006-02-24T04:56:00.000-08:00

Did anyone miss me?? I am back to blog!! Hmmm don’t understand what is wrong with me these couple of days. For the past few days, I having been turning in very early (9pm) and I still feel tired the next day. Haha what I don’t understand is why the hell do I sleep so early?? Maybe with my dad around, his fatherly aura transform me into a guai kia :p

Haha enough of the craps, this week is school was rather interesting for me. Especially with the NYP scandal going around. I don’t suppose I have to say much about it, some of you people reading my blog might know more than me( care to share :P ). With some resourceful classmate, I manage to view that interesting video that everyone has been talking about and seriously I am surprise to see such local “production”.

And to think about it, some of you might find such thing interesting and I have to admit, I am rather interested to view more of it (come on, I am a guy too!!). But looking at the other side of the incident, doesn’t anyone pity the victim. And I am talking about the girl as the victim, everyone seem so interested in HER. Come on, there are two person involve in the clip and only the girl get all the “fame”?? What about that guy?? It is really unlucky of that girl and I really pity her. In just a day, she is as famous as Paris Hilton. While everyone takes the video as a form of entertainment and topic to take about, that poor girl is suffering. It will take her tons of courage to face the world again.

Hmmm, actually there isn’t much to talk about such thing, what I am trying to say here is actually very simple. Imagine your very own “private” movie has been release and made the topic of the town, how will you feel??? (A moral issue that is so simple is actually neglected by many people.) If there is anyone reading this blog and doing such indecent act, hope this blog make some sense to you.

Haha I know I am lame to blog about something like this, but pardon me, kiwi is lame and it only gets lamer :P

1 boring entry

2006-02-20T06:46:00.000-08:00

The horrible tasting candy.

and they come in an army!!

Haha never judge a book by its cover, and never judge a sweet by its look. Here I have a box of sweet that my dad bought back from china. Haha my first impression of it was why would my dad buy toys back?? Even if my sister’s birthday is around the corner, I don’t think she will play with such thing anymore. Then to my surprise, my sisters actually pop those things into their mouth and happily chewing away.

Haha out of curiosity, I tried one too and to my horror, the taste doesn’t seem to match the cute appearance. As a matter of fact, it tastes simply disgusting. The sweetness is so overpowering that I rather suck on sugar. Or maybe kiwi are just meant to be sour and sweetness just doesn’t blend in :P

But even if it tasted so disgusting, I can see that my sisters are happily popping it in their mouth?? What is wrong with them sia!! And they find it fun eating it SLOWLY BIT BY BIT!!! Guess they are eating it because it is cute ba.

Hmmm, feeling rather sleepy and moody today, I don’t think I am really in the mood to blog. And since not much people are viewing it, I guess it doesn’t really matters. Haha sorry for this lousy entry.

2006-02-18T08:10:00.000-08:00

Haha looking at Han Wei nick, trying to organize a “milk” outing in the early march gave me the urge to blog a little about my friends. The so called “milk” family a.k.a Nai Jia was actually a group of good friends in secondary school. Though as time passes, some of them moved on with their life and drink milo instead of milk liao.

First, let’s start off with this guy. NOT THE MONSTER LA ! ! But the guy digging the nose of the monster. ( Although they share some similarity :P ) He is one of the good pals of mine and also the guy that NEVER fail to be LATE, regardless of what event. Haha we been classmate since sec1 and for the rest of my secondary life and even till now, this guy have been the one always by my side. (don’t worry, I am straight!!) Haha I think I spend more time with him than with my dad. Speaking of dad, he used to call me and shout “LAO PA” since his dad number is almost similar to mine :P He is also one of those guy I will tell my problem and secret and not to forget many things happen in my life, he plays a part too.

Haha, I intended to put a nice picture of gab but when I saw this picture, I just got the urge to show everyone. Haha this guy is another person that leave a deep impression, how can anyone forget a rich guy?? Haha Okie, enough of the craps, this guy here is not only rich but white (like me, dozen of sun tanning lotion just doesn’t work) and also very steady. Or should I say, used to be very steady. After getting a girl, have to settle down le. Haha without this clown here to “suan”, “gek” then my secondary school life will be damm boring. Haha we used to meet out a lot and talk cock but nowadays we are all busy with our life. Hmmm so gab, if you are reading this, u should know what to do le. Kim san leng is 24hour de :P

I can’t tell you how shock I was when I saw this pix?? OMG!!! Our dear ah gong is acting cute!! Haha don’t be fooled by his “cuteness”, he is more macho then you can imagine. Haha I suppose I don’t have to say much about him, his outdoor nature is known to many of us and to those who doesn’t know, he is a hardcore nature boy aka gay boy :P and he even have a theme song edited from YMCA. Wahahaha but I can’t say enough how thankful I am to know him, he is the guy together with Jason that intro me to BB, a CCA that changes my life :D and he is also the guy that get us off Pulau Ubin in the shortest time possible after that CRASH!!! With him around is like having a street directory with you.

Haha see how horny gab can get when he saw “bra”. Why bra?? He is BRAndon ma. As time goes by, every “milk” member had found their new lifestyle and the amount of time we spend with each other is getting lesser and lesser. Other than Han Wei, bra and Alan will be who I meet out with the most nowaday. He is the first among us to taste the life of army and even with all the “brotherhood” inside the camp, he still stick to the “milkhood” form during secondary school life. Haha we used to have lots of 1 on 1 friendly matches and I kind of misses those life back then. Without him, basketball would be half as fun :D

I suspected this guy to be an alien!! According to yesterday posting of mine, HMTL code belongs to aliens and if anyone who understands it, he will do it better. Without him, this lappy I am typing on won’t even be here. Cause without this guy, I won’t be introduce into the world of gadget and technology. haha he is a fantastic pal to watch soccer with, before he went for his international duty(National service) we used to meet out every weekend and sit down at the coffee shop together with groups of ah pek to watch soccer. Haha he appear to be a quiet guy but once he warm up with the people around him, you will be surprise by the amount of topic he can talk to you. If Han Xiang is the street directory and Gab run a bank then Alan will be our encyclopedia. Haha

Wah this blogging session is taking far too long for me and finally I am left with one person on the list *drum roll*

Jason!!! Finally it is about to end. Haha this guy here is one hell of a crappy guy that even spongebob squarepant will have to hide under Patrick’s stone. Haha with his long nose hair which have been trim in this pic :P he really does got a mind of his own. He is one of the few people I know who can really make decision for himself and not swaying from it regardless of other people comment. That really does need lot of courage and guts. Though he had also found his life somewhere away from milk but on some occasion he does join us :D and it will never be boring with him around, watching him doing silly thing is much more entertaining than to watch spongebob squarepant. Haha maybe can suggest jack neo to make him a movie called “Xiao Hai Heng Ben”.

FINALLY it is over but this blogging session is a fruitful one. In fact, I think it is the best and most meaningful entry I have done so far. Friends are important in everyone life and I am glad I have found a group of friends that actually can accept me for who I am and able to understand all those craps and nonsense. When people say, nothing last forever, I am sure friendship is an exception. Much memories came right back as it just taken place right in front of me. From which Han Wei, Jason and I were snatching the mic and damaging it in the process and how we cycle from east coast to Changi with all those pain in the asses. Haha and I also realize one thing, there is just too little photos taken in the past, I am going to force everyone, including myself to take tons of picture when the next gathering come. MUAHAHAHAHHAHA

Alien language !!

2006-02-17T09:26:00.000-08:00

WHO SAY ALIENS DOESN’T EXIST?? I am 101% sure that it existed and it is hiding among us!!! Why do I say so?? Damm those alien language that make my eye goes kuku over the screen and still don’t understand a single thing. What am I talking about?? The freaking HTML code!!!

Haven’t you realized by now, HMTL codes belong to the aliens?? For me, a perfectly normal human being with a pair of eyes, ears, nose, mouth and a body that function like one, I can’t freaking understand a thing on the screen!!! I admit I suck in language but not to the point that I totally don’t understand a single thing. Just yesterday, I was trying to make this pathetic blog look a little better, Okie maybe it doesn’t look any better now but at least it got a tag board that is filled with malini’s craps!!! So if there is anyone reading this, please do something useful with your finger and leave a message!! I will give you 4digit to buy 4D for the weekend :P

Haha as I promise to keep this entry short, I will stop maybe in another 2000 to 3000 words?? Haha relax, I was just kidding. Just to give special credit to MALINI the TAMIL TIGER. You will get you free drink on Monday, so don’t worry and you can stop preparing your AK47 to shoot me :P Not to forget my sister who screwed up the alien language and make pop up in my blog to remind people to leave my blog without tagging ! ! Haha

So as a man will live up to his promise, I kept this entry as short as possible, so I can sleep as early as possible too :D

Anger management ! !

2006-02-15T08:40:00.000-08:00

Haha upon staring at this blank box with a blinking cursor, my mind went blank with it too. Wonder what I can put here in my pathetic blog which doesn’t even have a tag board. Haha Relax relax, I am still working on it and for those who say will help me de hor, better help hor!!

Even up till now, I still don’t know what to write. (Just finish my RJ la, brain dried up le) but some incident that happen this morning that actually make me go through lots of thinking. Haha imagine you are my sister in this situation, every morning you will see the same old grumpy face (I just woke up la!! What do you expect) of your brother. And today in particular, your brother suddenly raises his voice in the car, in a tone which is somehow similar to the parade commander during the national day parade.

Me: Oi!! Why yesterday so late come home? Today you better behave yourself and come home straight after school.

Sister: today I got dance practice in school until 0630. (*thinking what a stupid question to ask, yesterday was valentine day lei!!! Of course come home late la!!)

Me: Then after it ends, you jolly well come home straight!!

Sister: whatever

Me: (feeling buay song liao, don’t you dare reply me like how Kang Wen did during the BB day:p) IS THAT CLEAR ! ! !

Sister: (also buay song and unwillingly) yessssss~

Hmm, after my sister alighted the car, I was thinking, why in the hell do I sound like I was in a BB parade 4years ago?? When I were officially allowed to shout at my junior like nobody business: P

At that particular point of time, kiwi was known for his BAD TEMPER!! Ask any of my junior and they will tell you the incident where I pumped the whole company in HQ for a minor issue over with Kang Wen. Haha they must have hated me for that but hey, at least I gave them a deep impression that will last for life hor!!

Haha for some of you who might not know me long enough, you will be wondering, kiwi?? Bad temper?? Yes, you are right, so stop rubbing your eye and read that line over and over again :P the kiwi I used to be was a nasty one and I am not saying I am any better now. Just that this volcano has been put under control for quite some time and will take some special event ( and this morning upon blasting at my sister was due to the special fact that I didn’t get to sleep enough!!!) to explode it. Haha But it takes an even more special event to make me realize my bad temper and I am glad that event had taken place.

Ya ya, I know la the entry freaking long with unnecessary stuff la. But I am NOT done with it. It was only1 year later that someone actually make me realize that I should not be so self centered and act without thinking, the earth doesn’t spin for me and thus I should actually learn about compromising each other and stop the thinking that I am always right. Every time something tried to trigger that explosion, I should have sit back and think about it before I actually blast!! A decision made in a rush is seldom a good decision and showing attitude is surely not a good decision. In my case, anger and hot temper actually hinder my decision making which is reason why I fail to be a good leader back then in swiss. Haha and don’t be surprise when I tell you I actually learn something from those people that gave me attitude back then and that something is actually never to answer an angry word with another angry word, it is the second person that sparks the quarrel. Just too bad that I realize that too late but it is never to late to change :)

Haha hao la, I promise my next entry will be short and sweet la.

The very first crappy entry !!

2006-02-14T07:48:00.000-08:00

I CAN’T BELIEVE I AM ACTUALLY BLOGGING NOW!! Haha just a few years back, I make a comment about how blogging is stupid, thinking that blogger have nothing to do at home but to sit on their ass in front of the com. Haha but guess what ! ! I indeed got nothing to do but to sit on my ass in front of my com. What a way to spend the last few hours of valentine day. But to be fair, my com is my “lao po”, thus spending time with “her” is the right thing to do ya?

Haha for those people reading this and have the urge to click the X on your top right hand corner, please do so. Haha this kiwi here know nothing but crapping. So warning has been issued and I won’t be responsible for any side effect after reading this blog.

Hmmm… having reading various blogs by my friends and some other strangers, I really got no clue what to write in this box that doesn’t seem to have any ending. The blinking cursor just keeps on going!! So pardon me for so many craps and wasting so much time. Haha but I have decided how this blog is going to be like. Don’t worry; it won’t be like those blogs u been reading on how people actually spend their day, from how they brush their teeth to what they had for supper. (No offence wor). It is only going to be simply craps and thought I have for the day. In fact I think that will be more practical, it gives me a chance to do some self reflection. (Haha I know those people in RP do that everyday, those damm reflection journals!)

Haha as I was stuck here wondering what to write, Deyu pop out and give me inspiration. He was telling me that he had done his JAE, hmmm recently quite a handful of people were asking me how is RP like. I was wondering: “what the fuck! ! Why are you asking this?? RP is not a place to even consider!!” not that I am saying RP suck (although I feel so: P), but the PBL thing just doesn’t seem to make much sense to me!! If given a chance to make my decision again, I will retake my O’s together with Han Xiang. OMG!! He did so well for it!! He must be one of those people who are banging their head on the wall thinking what course to take. So to make thing easier for everyone, take out that plain JAE booklet, tear out the RP section and practice that 3 point shot. Now you have lesser things to worry about. ( see graphic example below)

Just a few days ago, when the O’s result was out, I got so much though running through my pea brain. No no, not worrying about my result but when I hear people getting good grade and people failing, I got this mixed feeling inside me, it brings me back two years ago when I myself was taking that piece of paper. Although I knew my result before hand, I wasn’t really convinced that I score a damm 24. It was the last few to receive my result and was rather nervous; the number 24 keep popping in my head. Even with so much distraction up in my head, those people that did well was even much more distracting, jumping in the hall like nobody business but I can feel their happiness. However when I was my turn, I didn’t get that chance to jump. If I could, I would have done somersault and maybe a striptease: p Okie maybe not a striptease at least somersault (even if I can’t) it is a once in a lifetime decision for you to chose, to jump, somersault, striptease or to walk to a corner and cry.

For me, I made a wrong decision and that decision only lead to much more pain (RP):P. Other than the big question, where to carry on my education (RP) but also how the hell am I going to face my parents and everyone around me. I freaking fail my O level!!Haha if I were to carry on, this very first entry will be freaking long (although it already is) Haha after all these craps, what I am trying to say here is, OI!! When people tell you to study, don’t find them naggy (although they are), it is for your freaking own good. To jump (or striptease) or to walk is all your decision. But I am telling you, jumping (or striptease) will be a much better choice!!

Why?? Because you get to see people doing striptease err….. I mean jumping happily ma. One more thing, if you want to learn, you got to learn from the best. Rp is not an option

1. take out the JAE booklet.

2. Flip to the RP page.

3. tear the freaking page off!!!( careful not to spoil the SP page :P)

4. Doesn't that makes the page look nicer??

5. Good training gear for RP basketball team.

6. Doesn't it look better down there??

So everyone, it only require 6 simple steps for you to make a better decision. Dont hesistate, JUST DO IT :P